Thinker.

I try to enjoy every moment in my life to the fullest with what I’ve. I understood the concept of one life at a very young age. It doesn’t mean I’m carefree, I do plan things and stay focused. But, I try to be happy as much as I can. None of my college friends have seen me being upset about something. This also changed one day. That day I came late in the class, I kept a quiet whole day, I even wept when no one was around. Some friends even a few teachers noticed that change. A boy who can’t stop talking and laughing all day was quite and if you looked in his eyes you could see sorrow and could tell that he was thinking about the past. No-one but one was able to know how much in pain and sadness I was. My Maa, she didn’t even saw me as I live far away from her, but she calls me every morning and just by hearing me, she asked me what happened last night, I hung up making some excuse, because I didn’t want to make her upset by telling how vulnerable I was feeling that morning,...

There are days when you wake up after crying into sleep whole night, and you don’t want to leave your bed, but the life moves on so you also need to run along with it. The sense of motivation becomes zero and your mind feels numb. Even the things which used to make you happy seem boring at that time. You feel to keep your words inside you, and you just gaze what is going in your surround while thinking of something else. Something more vulnerable has already happened and you have no one to share it with. So you cry from inside the whole day and tears find a way out when you are alone. Everyone has faced this phase once in a while in their lives. And we know this phase will pass soon. But no one knows how long this goes on. My Father once told me a story when I was nine. I was upset about something at that time, which I don’t recall now. So my Father came to me and told me a story, I love his stories. So the story was very short, and this is what the story was – He said,...